Legal Question in Family Law in Washington

Not exactly a question, but based on the time your question posted you might be in a very difficult position emotionally. My office handles divorces, but if you do not think you can afford a private attorney and need to do it on your own, then www.washingtonlawhelp.org is a great resources, the local court may have a family law facilitator, www.courts.wa.gov has all of the forms you'll need, and the local area (where is your local area?) may have legal clinics for a little bit of help for you.